Aaaaaanyway: for the few days I was there I completely relistened to just about every episode of The Lost Podcast I had saved on my iPod. I’d listened to them all at the time of course, but it was fun relistening, seeing which theories were right, which were wrong etc.

They helped me to perk up a bit over those few days, and listening to them laugh and joke and just…be there for eachother (I know they fight, but its all in good jest) helped me alot.

In the few months since I’ve turned a corner in my life. I’ve met a beautiful young girl who has helped me to get out of the deep depression I was sliding into, and I know I am a bigger person now than I was this time a year ago.

I’m not putting it on them entirely, but for helping me to be able to take the first step, to be able to laugh at myself in a good way, accept my flaws and move beyond them, I am thankful for Jay and Jack.